Why?

Where do I start?

Well, Never thought I would ever start a blog.  But after a friend of mine recommended it, I thought OK, I will give this a shot. I don't really know how all this will end, BUT here goes nothing...

First of all, I thank you God for Your Grace and Mercy and Your renewed strength, peace and love...I would not be where I am today, if it wasn't for you.  And though my heart is broken I trust in you COMPLETELY.  For I know you have already given me the victory. I know that while my son (Israel Mark Plaza) is not with me today, I will someday be reunited with him.

So why am I doing this? I suppose it's for three main reasons..

1.  I don't want to forget the details; for the memories and HOPE is what I have left for now.
2.  I am hoping this will help me in my own healing process.
3.  If anyone finds themselves in my shoes, I pray it helps us both.